If I went back 5 years and told the 12 year old me what I know now, my life wouldn’t be as shit fucked.
I would say, go to a different school, in a different town. Because here won’t get you anywhere and you’ll fall into a trap and it’ll just bring you down farther each year. You’ll end up alone sitting on the computer most of the day, not have many close friends you can count on, and you’ll feel trapped and stressed and depressed and you’ll find out your behind credits. Don’t be stupid and lazy. Get out.